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Demo 2016

by Hot Shot

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1.
Time moves forward never in reverse Born into nothing, I'll find peace in the dirt Spend the years in between, on my hands and knees Begging like a dog for all the things I need. I'd rather cut my head off Than live in this world as a slave Wearing thin, fading away Getting closer to the edge with every passing day Wave of depression pulling me down Nowhere to stand, no solid ground Pushing the limits of existence Is this fucking living? Sometimes I just want to know, How much I mean to the world I'm loosing touch I feel like I'm letting go One step from living on the street No one to pick me up up if i fall My mistake was thinking I had a chance at all Alone in the world Fighting for scraps Can this fucking last? I have so much to give I lay it out for the world While I crumble within At peace with everything, At peace with myself The war is over I'll take the easy way out This physical form is just a flash in the pan, I need to set my soul free/let my consciousness ascend.
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I can't imagine The hate you have for yourself and the world Living a fantasy A constant struggle within your soul. So much time spent trying to work your way to the top So willing to flip and be something you're not I deal with the real . What else can you steal? My life is a raw expression of the passion I feel. Where is the disconnect? What is it you don't get? Such a dark place inside you're head. A true fucking loser Fighting for your place in the world I don't fuck with you Keep your distance You scare the shit out of me Because you have no limits Dig a little deeper but don't dig too far. How can you love yourself if you don't know who you are Over and over people around you get burned I don't owe you trust that's not what you deserve You keep on doing you Keep on fucking around people will catch on quick Nothing and no one is all you'll end up with I've go nothing but love in my heart And that burning inside that's what sets us apart You're solely motivated by selfish gain You must be fucked up, if you think we're the same
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Pain Cycle 01:32
You're not the first to come around I see the devil in you You use intimidation to take what you choose Control is your goal, fear is your tool I'm nothing but an obstacle to you She's so fucked up from the years of abuse A never ending cycle perpetuated by you She's not the same when you come around It gets you off to pull her down What does it mean to be a man? I could never get that right I've feared and hated every man that's ever been in my life Warped sense of reality alone in my head I'll struggle with my existence until I'm dead I feel like I threw her to the wolves I'm not doing so hot now, but I know she's doing worse It was a selfish reaction to your selfish decisions It's too late to go home, it's too late for forgiveness.
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Moksha 02:41
Is there anything other than complacency keeping us together? The years have left us twisted and mangled contorted and sheltered from the world outside of ourselves You feel like a prison That I can't bring myself to escape I don't want to hate you But I feel so broken and fucked up and it's too late You always said you wished i could know what it felt like To love somebody who doesn't love me back I found peace in freedom While you found peace in someone else You always said I changed too much And in my mind you didn't change enough I never thought you'd be the one to slip I don't blame you for anything that you did When you were gone I hit the bottom Harder than ever. I searched within myself Deeper than ever. I came back to the surface Stronger than ever. Now that fire inside me burns hotter than ever

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released April 20, 2016

Recorded, mixed and mastered by Kevin Bernsten at Developing Nations
Vocals recorded by Tim Mullaney at Electric Mullaney Land Studios
Art by Julaya Antolin

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